Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Just wanna tell u all that i have moved to http://dreamyht.wordpress.com/..but thr's nothing yet..but do come after some time..thank you..

Friday, July 17, 2009

Life lately..

Life's been great lately. Although it's busy as I'm taking 21 credit hour but I feel my everyday is meaningful. Sometimes I go jogging (which I never do till start of this semester), sometimes I go to library, sometimes I go to b201. Although I don't quite like not having enough personal space but somehow I still can bear with it..What I can't bear now is I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER!!!!>.<

Yesterday night went to KFC with Juin, Lou, Elen, Shu Yeen and Wei Quan. Nice outing since it's been a while since we hang out like this. And, a strange encounter afterwards...When Juin and I was a little behind our friends, chatting while walking back to our college, suddenly, I heard low growling sound, instantly Juin and I grab our hands together and run!! Right after we slowed down I looked back as I thought that sound was from a dog. But when I looked back there's nothing. A few seconds later, Elen and Shu Yeen also went in front of us as Elen heard something as well. In the end, we managed to get back to college with puzzled and curious mind.

This morning, me, Elen and Pak Koon went jogging at 8am. Then later on we're going to Bon Odori Festival. Story will be continued.......

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Back from Kampar~

Came back from Kampar on Sunday, brought back lots of 'Sak Ke Ma' for friends. Had a great weekend with my dad and mum ^ ^ Although it's just 2 days, but it's blissful. To have the chance to spend time together with my parents.

Overall, nothing interesting happen during these few days so there's nothing there to write. So..toodles..

Friday, July 10, 2009

Realisation day!!

Thought that everytime change will be the same, just minor pain. But I just realise that things wont always be the same. This time it's hurtful, with no one there to help me. Now I know that the saying "Want pretty don't want life" is true. Haha. But anyway, I'll endure it in order to get nice smile. Keke.

Anyway, hopefully tomorrow I can go back Kampar for at least one day. Miss daddy. I'm just a small kid but my face doesn't show. Oh well, born to be matured-looking, cannot change anything.

Yesterday was adventurous and exciting. Won't forget it! Gathering with juniors (Taca-hope that I spelled correctly, Miki, Elena, Angela, Jeremy, Wai Mun and Katherine)? Nope, but it is very enjoyable. We went Cosmic World and had a competition- Seniors Vs Juniors. Sadly, we lose. No matter! Process is far more better than result. Next, we bring down around Mid Valley and last stop was Delicious. The pasta there was superb just like the name! The adventurous trip was actually because of sending our beloved Kirky Krys back to Serdang and got lost on the way. In the end, I managed to get back college by 1130pm. Thanks to our Horny Wai who have to drive here and there just to get us back home. Thanks Wai!!

Hopefully our Senior plans will be able to carried out for the Juniors!! New Era for the English Department is COMING!!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Mode: Hibernating-------->Active(JUST my BLOG)

Haha..After long sleep for 2 months (just like hibernation), my blog's finally awaken. As mentioned by my friend, my biggest day had long past..TIME TO UPDATE!!! Wakaka, sorry la har, very lazy during holidays.

However, one thing's active is just my blog. My mood not really up to level. After all the cramming and squeezing and losing my "beautiful" vision of rolling about in my own room for this semester, I have to accept that college is really disappointing. Not to say in every aspect but at the very least, our accomodation, I'm willing to sacrifice food if I were given choices to do so. But this is just merely an imagination which is not going to be true. Therefore, just have to countdown till that day arrived! Starting from tomorrow till 25 August according to the administer of college..Hope for the change to come soon!!!

Was having fun at Japanese class this noon, listening to friends' and others' excited topic (to be more precise is saying hiragana is difficult) during the class was going on. While I was hoping to learn kanji and grammar soon, as I've been through this. Well, actually can assume it as revision so still acceptable. Well, that's all for now.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

"Biggest" day!!

Literally, it is my biggest day where according to certain people, I can get what I want. Yesterday I celebrated my burpday with exam, coursemates, and friends!! (thank you all who wished me!) Went to Mid with Moon, Krystle and Cheang. Then had a heavy (till dinner also won't feel hungry) meal at Kim Gary. Then from planned to watch movie ended up window shopping to shopping. But only me, Moon and Krystle went shopping as Cheang left to 'pursue' his food~ I bought a pair of sandals which I liked very much. Rubber~ish and whity white, even the name I like - Caspia. Despite some disappointment I got from some of my bffs (maybe they're busy in exam), feel very satisfy, one of my dream celebration of burpday. One is surprise by my friends ( already in 9th Apr 09), other one is shop with friends during my birthday, one more..SECRET~~

After reached college, had donut dinner and bathe before going ABC~ thought don't want go but since my friend who hasn't been going there for ages so I go. After went there, again got surprise~~really happy~~ after receive my presents I feel very awkward as they celebrated my birthday many times so..however, very sweet and warm as my friends really plan a lot! Love ya all~~ I received a cake, a big burpday handmade card with all their wishes, twilight huge poster, and if not mistaken Twilight dvd..

And my mummy also celebrated with me~~We went shopping and she treated me Hong Kong restaurant then Rotiboy. H.A.P.P.Y~~

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Update (cont.)

2010
Went down bb (aka study room) to finish up research paper with Krystle. Go ABC as promised (Lou "booked" me at the day before) together with Krystle, Juin, Khar Kee. Moon "abandoned" me for the sake of her family..Hmph!! hehe... As soon as we reached there, a muffin was given, with a candle on it~~so sweet..happy!! then ah Lynn said, "we are not kiam siap one, got cake for you.." Felt so warm, my friends celebrated birthday with me. Then, Lou came out running and "puff", the cake box dropped to the floor..!!!!!!!!! All of us including me were so surprised but the important is Lou hurt or not. Thankfully she's not. Later, she revealed the trick which was just ah Keng's pencil case in it..Chai brought the real one out..Literally "gotcha"..hehe..Play
cream" war!!

My personal thought...
Really didn't think of it, they said that they'd been asking what cake I like for he whole day yet I don't feel anything was wrong. It's a plot!! Hehe..I knew there was something when Lou "booked" me but instead cake..em..sorry la har..Too CD that day because super tired..anyway, thanks everyone, sorry didn't get to treat you all as that moment I'm broke.. Will have chance in future~~Thanks!!

Juin, Lou, Lynn, Elen, Krystle, Chai, Ang, Keng, Khar Kee, Cheang.
Apr 11
1730
Get ready and wait for guys as usual. Wonder why guys in 3rd RC make girls wait everytime.
Anyway, they're advertising their favs - Revive and Vitagen while waiting..

On the way to Stadium, I'm super exhausted till slept soundly without noticing being taken photo..



2100

Ate something to fill hunger. I have no idea at all what was I thinking to have that look.







After eating, we managed to grab seats in the humungous indoor stadium with beautifully decorated stage. Excited and enthusiastic!! Finally, the play started. My Angel is there..So near yet so far~ With all the beautiful voices, with all the sound effects, the Easter story- He is alive!! made me cried and touched by His kindness.Lastly, after the show, we went to the nearest and waved at our Angel and she heard us and came down.




Our Angel, Belle belle~ She hugged us and "rejoice" also. How happy and excited she is!!





Lastly, we left and reached at about 2230 and went to Sahur to fill up their growling stomach while I sat there eat some from Moon's and some from Juin's as my throat's not feeling well. Went back at 2330 as really sleepy while Lou they all went taking a stroll. Ended with a good sleep.

Update...

Recently been quite busy with all the assignments and exam's coming soon..however, now want to spend some time updating my "world".
Apr 16
1030
Today was an super unusual day!!unusual as in like I woke up, get ready and walk to PPUM (Hospital UM) which is from 3rd RC to PPUM (anyone who stays in campus will know the distance..) After sweating like crazy, I reached the dental faculty, CLOSED at 1100??!!! WTH!!! After asking for direction, the admin counter's people told me that I should have gone to student's counter instead of waiting there. So, there I went and booked an appointment. After suffering from walking so far, I thought ask shortcuts from nurses. Who knows they just make me walk more!! However, I got to wander around medic fac and went to their library..Man it was superb!! So, after a long hour, I managed to get myself back into campus. Still managed to go to Treasurer's office and got my statement printed out..

1330
Reached RC finally, dragging myself back to room and cook SHIM RAMYEON~~counted the money to be distributed during APK presentation later. DANG!! got confused AGAIN!!!


1410
Going to be LATE for LIT class!! walked a bit faster, managed to reach but still late of course. Luckily class was just about to start. Really going to miss 3 cool lecturers which are Dr. Surin, Dr. Jagdish and Ms. Mac. Thank you all. Miss Dr. Stef, Dr. Evelyn & Dr. Park too. Class ended~=(

Dr. Jagdish

Ms. Mac

1830

APK presentation started. Before this, got help from Belle and Krystle and my saviour- Ah Lou to help me distribute the money. Thanks a lot darlings~~muackzz.. Then, presentation ended at 1930. Ate dinner together with Moon, Krystle, Ash and Megan.

Friday, April 10, 2009

The Starry Sky(Japanese translated to English)...

Sad feelings, starry night sky again tonight
I wish upon a shining star, so...
Trouble is always never-ending
But the door has already been opened
You gave me strength to stand up when I'm stepped on, or I fall
I sing to become a star I can be proud of
I will try harder than ever because I want to be stronger
Steady love, such precious love
I cherish you more than anybody else
I have some unsure nights but
We keep on living without losing

*meaningful lyrics by HALNA

Monday, April 6, 2009

High School Mates..

Misses them and see them will be able to cheer me up!!Miss the days where I slept in class, eat icecreams together, play toilet key, bowling, fool around, play cards....sob sob sob!!


Me, Kelly, Lai Mei, Hsu Wai(during Malam Sekalung Budi)

me n lai mei Hsu Wai n Irene (BBQ farewell..rainy night..)
Ah Lin, Mei Mei, Ting Ting
Dharma Dass
my classmates n CCY (his farewell)

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Seminar=bored??NOT!!!

0630
After dwelling with sleepiness, defeated..(thought can study a bit..T_T)

0820
Finally woke up and ask friend keep a place for me, drag myself..Thought I'll be late yet I'm not.HAPPY!!

0900
Class started and I was thinking of how to hide myself later when I want to sleep. Start off quite sleepy, managed to kill the sleep bug with the help of some funny slides. He mentioned that letar on will have treasure hunt!!(Ooh..long time didn't play already..looking forward------) My attention grew stronger and stronger when listening to next lecturer. How cool was that if she's teaching us for APK?never know and don't wanna know(don't want to meet this subject again!!). However, I learned quite a lot from today's seminar including how to 'sell' ourselves..After this seminar, I get to know what type of job we can get after graduate and some useful skills.

1100
Around this time we had a break to eat some food provided by our faculty. 20mins later, the facilatitors( they called themselves + I don't know one of their names) asked us to gather according to groups. I'm in same group with Krystle while other friend in the 1st group. When the riddle was given, we set off with 2 given compasses for further usage.

Our leader (Nuril) was not chosen at the first place, rather to say born later during the 2nd clue. While I am the directionist together with other Malay girl (forgot her name). During the hunt, we got
help from the facilitator-En. Abdul Rahim and managed to get to final stage as 2nd team. We have to cooperate with other 2 teams to get our treasures. After 2 trials and errors and chance from fasi, we managed to get our treasures-salted biscuits and mineral water (to others may be nothing but for me, it's priceless) Those who look at surface might not understand it. Some went missing during the hunt as we took other way to Inai room but in the end manage to unite.

My Thoughts
Some really self-centered, really ashamed of myself as a Chinese because I share the same ethnicity with them. Princesses!! so hot, tiring, fast..think what? Catwalk??!! Hello??!!! We're having a hunt here..c-o-m-p-e-t-i-t-i-o-n..not working as a team not willing to participate, "let the Malays take all the compasses la.."gosh..however, there are many who were participating..and this is my own opinion only. Conclusion, unity among races still have a long way to go..gambateh!!

Monday, March 30, 2009

APK

Well...Though today's already 30th March (!!!!next month exam!!!!!...x.x...), but that doesn't mean I can't talk about the past, can't I? Hmm...where to start?? Let's see...

25th
Today, as usual, we continue our bookmarks at night.. That evening sucks, think I'm the worst leader ever in history. Have to let my group members present in a completely blank idea of how to present..here I wish to say, "Sorry!!Gomenasai!!" (learn from mistake, hopefully I won't be like that in future..hmm..sequential behavior??) And today's really a hectic day as later that night there'll be a choir competition (in the end didn't win but who needs it?? I enjoyed singing a lot!!!) After choir, went to help my team mates till 2am being shooed by authority so shifted to tv room.. During that whole night, I was like walking dead and can even sleep while standing!!

26th
7am
Finally finished!!Bearing the panda eyes, went back and have a quick nap as today's the APK day. Ended up being late again, but luna was like totally out of battery. So after charging for a while longer than us, she reached our stall. That day, as a so-called "hot sexy model" (hehe..named by qiang..), getting business.

4pm
Around this time, rain started to pour heavily, our only floor whereby we just sat to have a nap are wet!! Out of frustration, me, Krystle and Moon went to KPS. From a corner to a corner and lastly found a nice corner and slept until don't feel like moving.

530pm
Reached college, fetch by Belle Belle. Settle things, grab toiletries, bathe, calculate earning of the say, night night till the other day!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

PTH...over...

This morning at 12.30am, finally over..Followed by the cheers, PTH IV had come to an end..My mum came over to see my performances and yet I lost my temper and treat her a bit bad..Sorry mummy. It's hard when the pth is coming as my ankle hurt at the night before yesterday's performance..I felt so worried that I might be wasting my effort. In the end, my ankle got better and I managed to perform quite well. Got some compliments and some bad comments, I'll improved for the bad comments and do better for the compliments!!!
Sure gonna miss my dancing sisters and mamma-san and also Muo Gu aka mushroom (haha..) just like how I am going to miss my PR sisterhood. But, life still has to go on. Can't keep living the same life or it might just ended up like a vampire.(hey..not a bad idea, cool, but I kind of scared of eternity so..better just stay how it is)
So now have to catch up all my studies and assignments..Aza aza hwaiting!!

Monday, March 2, 2009

Recalling...

Though today's already 2nd if March, but still, I wanted to make my recall..Morning slept at 4am woke up at 8 (thanks to my best bud..(sms to wake me up)) What a miracle! I can wake up at 8! Then presentation got bit nervous but compared to the first time during my ethnic relation at the 1st semester, this is superb! During class, I gave letter then set back to college to start preparing for the "day".

Thanks to my temporary fashion consultant aka pal pal, I managed to have a dress to wear. "Creative-and-innovative" thing..Duh..anyway, because seriously lack of sleep, soon as I got into the van I dozed off. I guess only the excitement that's keeping me awake during that day.

Finally..THE Summit Hotel (repeated dunno how many zillion times already). Get up room put our stuffs then start helping out the others. Around 5, get back to own room and getting ready, and since I'm ready, I just sat around corner to enjoy their preparation of making up, rushing here and there,..felt cute..just like in the movie..

Zapp..It has begun..Students came group by group, some didn't even recognise..scared me! Thought I'm too ugly, but luckily it's because I've never make up so they can't recognise me. Managed to take pictures with the early comers. I've been waiting for Luna to come but then I didn't get to see her until she came to find me and the last time I saw her was when I went to find her, really like a vip (but indeed she is a "vip".."I'm so sorry but I love you 바라지마..")

Then, after a while I've already totally ignored whether got VIP coming or not then straight go inside and play then out then in then out...In the end, we OCs get to eat at VIP table as they left already, then "there can be miracles~~when you believe.."~~that's the end, following the song all started to snap photos with people around before the buses arrive to fetch them back while we, OCs, have to stay to eat "supper" instead of dinner. At last, I'm really at the level of 10% when I board the bus and straight away sleep without wasting time..

Till the very end, ended up "memory full" with Juin posing for my very last phone memory for then..sweet..


















Monday, February 23, 2009

Cracking..

2 more days to that "grand" event, so the tension being put on also "grand"..Emotional control also in bad situation, so yesterday night a line is crossed..It's not that I want to fingerpoint or what..It's just that, I mean, everyone is in tense mood, bad mood (mainly cause by lack of sleep). So, don't just shout at people, though familiar with the temper and attitude but sometimes not evry moment every second people can endure. Sometimes I think word is better than speak, if tell, surely will go into a fight and I complain to everyone around me because if I straight tell surely will come to a fight. Don't push me to the limit. My limit is not far yet not near so...
I'm 100% sure that I wont enter MAK if given chance in the future. So torturing. Even crew also feels like that, how about the leaders??But still, human is selfish. In some circumstances they just can't care for everyone. People do want to complain, throw tantrums etc. I mean if true friends, they surely will definitely understand. Anyway, I think it's my own problem, when I mix with certain people, I don't feel like it used to be. Is it something has changed? Is it me who've changed or is it I'm being hated, being thought very troublesome?? I can't help but keep thinking that. Why Taurus must have this as one of the qualities? Why cant I be exception from that general Taurusian?
Now, I just want to finish my assignments and catch up my studies.I really wanted piano very much. Part of me hanging on the cliff of "give up", part of me floating through clouds, vivid yet vague..following the wind....

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Talk about the past...

I forgot to mention a few of the interesting activities in college for last few weeks. Firstly, there was this ponggal, actually it was not meant to participate intentionally as I know nothing about it. I came back from lecture and see all the funny pots beside so under the curiosity, I've joined that activity.

And it turned out to be challeging yet enjoyable. It ended up..not quite successful but still..memorable. First time taking part in acitivity related to other culture and...well, not bad..Next, MAK is around the corner, I wore Punjabi suit to attend that event as the theme of the event was middleeast so we have to wear traditional clothes.

On Valentine's day, while everyone is lovey doveying..I woke up at 12pm (can guess whether I'm related to this "day".On that night, I went to Indian dance show before joining friends gathering which is organized by C n S. It happens to be..em..kinda bored but overall still okay..Then, we dismiss at 2am. So, though all the busy'ness', still manage to gets some fun from it thankfully. Looking forward when I know how to play piano nicely.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

BIG decision

I have come to make an important decision. I've struggled for a whole week to make this decision. I'd decided to quit quan zhong hua. For the past few days, I was covered with guilt, responsibility, tension, all the whatsoever negative aura seems to dance around me.Maybe it's because all the MAK, PTH, Actual and bla bla bla...just..just seems too much..way too much for shoulders to support the weight. For me, my passion is towards piano, and I got a golden opportunity as my roommate knows, S knows, K knows and they are willing to teach me. I should be thankful and must practice hard.

But, things doesn't go the way we wanted. All the assignments that are coming nonstop seems to take away all my time. Now, it's always wake up, class, lunch, class, assignments, class, meeting, activities, sleep and repeat. Now that I feel relax that I've decided to quit it.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Whirlpool..

Swoosh..swoosh..air!!air!!I need some air..not that I'm greedy..I'm stucked!!I'm caught in a whirlpool..who can save me??!!anybody?anyone?all the things are hitting me..even sand, a small thingy in that whirlpool didn't bother to spare me from hitting.."it's just a small whirlpool",someone told me..I recall back..no feelings, always felt something pressed on my chest, barely give me chance to relax.Am I really happy in front of people?Am I?I don't know..don't want to know..A small part of me said, "aren't you're the one who doesn't want to let go??who to blame for your own greediness??who to blame that you felt guilty for your own speech?"when is it going to end?whirling..whirling..swoosh..swoosh..endless whirling........
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Monday, February 2, 2009

New Year has GONE~

Cant imagine how fast time passes, feels like just went home yesterday..I don't want to face the fact that uni has restarted again..Though during CNY there's something happened, dunno whether was my fault or his..always neglect me..only can see him once in a blue moon but still no communication.I mean, at least update what had happened to each other during the year..but, him? NEVER..Till that very last day which he left, something broke..the moment till he left, never look back..That's it..Guess that's where the description of broken glass came in, once broken, everything changes..I don't know how he thinks, but I..I..*sigh*

Back to the story, LOST..new year-GONE, homework-LOST..lots to catch up..inflection, compounding,etc..research paper, apk, titas..OMG!!hopefully I can survive through this semester as this is just merely the beginning of the "bright" future..Aza aza hwaiting~

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Chinese New Year is coming!!!

This is the first time in this year I started to blog, lately been very lazy and my life is such a mess!!(though now still in mess) All the assignments, college activities..only one word can describe-disaster..luckily, now thr's cny so I can relax!!Yippie~~

And there's one big change in my sem 2 life!! Is that I've join QZH4!!!(which I don't plan to join for this sem) But actually it's a meaningful activity, I learned a lot from there..and this year, most of my closest friends in QZH3 are going to graduate, some don't wan2 join anymore..how sad!!Nothing can last forever~~have to accept the fact..*sigh*

Anyway, since next week is our 2nd most important festival in Chinese tradition, I'm here to wish all people HaPPy ChInEse NeW YeAr~~GoNG xi FA ChaI!!